I'm just venting somewhere, don't mind it, people.

...You know, I get that pvp isn't something you should work yourself up...but as I got there, so close to SSS, I though "You know what? I've been playing this for more than a year, maybe it's time I get some flashy badges"

nearly one hour doing matches, never won...or yes, by surrenders... Pumping myself up, I fought every fight to the end, even when defeat was clear...

And getting into SSS with ANOTHER surrender...it just stole the joy out of it... I don't feel like I deserve it, the dude was still able to fight but decided it wasn't worth the time....